June 4th 2007
Stefan came over last night. Arrived at 1 or so in the morning while I was in the midst of painting the molding of the livingroom. So he kept me compnay while I finished, we got delirious from lack of sleep, we retired to my bedroom at around blue. He gave me his belated birthday present; the massive box thing he’d been compiling for weeks. I got two vibraty bouncy light up massage robot things, a spoon disquised as a fork, a Barbarella betamax tape, two drawings, two photographs he’d taken of us previously and printed out, a number of stickers he’d made from random artwork of mine fromm my website, some iron ons of Mister Mangles, a hooded sweatshirt, stripey socks, a posable artist drawing figure thingee, one of those bobbing drinky water birds, a pair of tiny scissors, some thumb tacks in a milk and cheese box, a mix CD, a book on Animals, a book on wierd physiology things, aaaaaaaaaand….. i’m sure there’s more but I’ve forgotten.
So I was playing with the massage thingees, in a totally UNperverted way, mind you, and I recalled my TENS Unit electrode machine thingee.
I realised I should have used THAT on Stefan when he was here last, because his back had hurt. So I whip out the box, start unpacking the insides, and Stefan was immediately intrigued. Huzzah for extra 9 volt batteries, I say. So i show him how it works. He asks if we can both use it at the same time. I explain to him that if we hook up the wires so that each of us is wearing one electrode from each pair, then we’d only feel the buzzing when/where we touched, because that’s how the electricity would close the circuit.
So. That started a seriously crazy escapade. The two of us in our pajamas, sitting on my bed at dawn, holed up in my cave like bedroom, testing it out. It started with grabbing each others forearms. Then…. eventually, Stefan started putitng on his lip balm and touching my fingers to his lips. Then I had the brilliant notion of pressing lips to the inside of the elbow.
omgholychristwow.
and we kept upping the voltage. And taking turns on each other. And then doing each other at the same time, our lips pressed to each others arms, writing with the strange good pain.
And then it kept… going.
Now, there’s only so much voltage. And it works like…. hot water and a shower. If we are touching each other, the sensation is at a 5 lets say. but if I let go of his arm, then where he is touching my arm will get twice as much voltage and shock me with a 10. So…..
we ended up kinda… writhing and giggling and zapping each other, pushing one off so we could make the sensation we gave the other more powerful and painful, and then going back again, using our tounges and lips to course electricity through the arm tendons, giving up on not letting teeth touch and biting, too…. and griping and grabbing and scratching and then letting go so there was only one point of contact to make it stronger and then releasing completely and panting, shaking, wordless.
But no kissing.
AT some point it got really…. crazed. Like to the point that you arne’t thinking anymore and just clawing. And Stefan snapped out of it and decided we needed to take the machine off. That we needed a break.
I was assuming that it was done to neccessitate kissing, finally. But it wasn’t.
By the end we were on our knees, pressing against each other, our heads touching, just breathing through clenched teeth. gripping at each other. in the aftermath. and I htink I went for his neck, and that was when he started to back off. Saying no no no… and then we’d kinda drift togehter again…. shaking and scraping… but no no no.
I’m not entirely sure…. why….
Was it my going for his neck…. going for something kissing? We’d been drooling on each other’s arms, but maybe that was different….
However, he immediately started making plans for new things we could do with the TENS unit tomorrow. Made a shopping list of “9 volt batteries, vaseline (to help with conducting of electric current)”.
I’ve no idea what’s going on. But wow, it’s so much fun.
Aunt MAry called at 10:30, arrived at 11:30, and left at around 2:30.
It’s almost 4 pm, and I havne’t slept. I go crawl into bed next to Stefan now.