January – July
A rollercoaster of emails spanning months.
February 19th
Stefan posts to facebook. [fb]
His photo from us hanging out May 26th 2007 [flickr]
June 22nd
Stefan posts an article about a drummer/artist from NJ who meets an old woman in NYC, and makes a puppet of her likeness. [fb]
August 9th
Three weeks apart. Stray cats in Brooklyn, my cats intrigued by the outside cat on our fire escape in Jersey City, and wet post-bath cats.
Followed by Stefan visiting a zoo with birds behind bars, and a swimming beaver. [fb]
August 12th – DATE??
One month prior I attend a performance of Little Shop of Horrors (a favorite of us both) with original cast member Ellen Green. [IG]
September 3rd
July 14th 2015
email from me
It is good you have an obsession with art to turn to. I hope you can fill yourself with that burning need, the burning desire to create, to get back to the path you’d been on, a path that was sustaining you and showing you great artistic progress. Man, that huge self portrait you’d had hanging at that bar was really amazing. You’ve got more of that in you. When you feel you are willing to trust yourself with the temptation of driving around again, maybe we could go to figure drawing once a week! Or just hang out and draw.
I am sorry it’s hard, but you are one of the strongest people I’ve ever known.
He takes my advice. [fb]
September 29th- DATE??
An antique radio from July.
The color of the door matches the gold of the radio interior, the yellow box on top as well.
October 10th
October 17th
Stefan doesn’t respond to my repeated invitations or inquiries, while messaging my boyfriend. I call him out on it. He lashes out.
We continue texting and talking on the phone.
October 18th
Four days prior, I post WFMU decor
which leads him to that time I had a puppy on my butt.
and the photos of that puppy from April 2012. [flickr]
[IG]
He leaves the wood stool and pencil at the bottom for the branches in the grass, the red circular logo to the right for the puppy’s collar.
Stefan nearly comes to crash with me to kick. It doesn’t happen.
December 30th
Two months prior, I post photos from Chiller, like this one with a Hellraiser comic and a Bill Mumy-signed Babylon 5 script. Chiller photos take Stefan back to…
A tagged group shot at Chiller 2014. [fb] My face and the expression of the fellow to the far left paired with my own brings him to…
one of our early photos from 2007.
He also incorporates elements from my 2014 Autumn – 2015 winter posts. [IG]
Faces combined.
My makeup bag on the table next to my laptop referenced by a small tube of lipstick drawn behind my head.
Regret causes liquor to circle the head of Mickey Mouse.
Current autumn. The Babylon 5 script makes for a TV and spaceship.
And this from right next to this year’s Chiller. [IG]
In the same time span of the past in the previous post, this selfie [fb] from December 2014
and then these group shots from March 2015. [IG]
He combines the faces of me and the other woman. [fb] The shadow on my face inspiring the raised lip, the slight vertical line of vein down my eye, the color palette matching my solo selfie.
